Literally. This morning I was making my wife an omelette for breakfast, I went to the cupboard and got a frying pan and a jug out, then got the oil out, then I went to the fridge and got out some cheese. I stood there for a minute and thought 'have I got everything' before heading back into the kitchen and realising I had forgotten something very important. The EGGs. That should show just where my head is at today.
Unusually for my day off I don't feel myself fully, I don't know whether its nervousness getting the best of me ahead of my Documented Conversation at work tomorrow or just my depression throwing my mind off, but I hope I can get my head straight soon.
I'm usually an intelligent human being but I just can't seem to get my head screwed on right. I wish I could just think clearly as that would allow me to get into the best place to fight this thing. But I don't see that happening any time soon so I'm just going to have to kick its ass from flat on my back.
Other than not feeling right in the head my day off has been good, I really enjoyed spending some family time with the wife and the boy as well as some father/son bonding before seeing my parents too.
A weird day off to say the least.
Thanks for reading.
Adam Edward Grant
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